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Im feeling just fine! Jus thought id say it! Nothing dramatic.. Just fine! And i think its super!

Everywhere hurts, my eyes , my mouth, my nose. It feels like nothing will work again. Ever get that feeling? That no matter what you do, you seem to be making the wrong decisions? Give up something, says my father. I know exactly what hes hinting towards. Ha news flash he already gave up on me,, i think,, im not sure anymore. I take on too much, but if i dont i think too much, and thats not good. Im stuck in a rut. There is somebody trying to help, and i thank him so much. But i have to get myself out of this, im the only one who can. I know that things are only going wrong because of my reactions and actions. People are only reacting to how

Im so confused, I am probably one of the luckiest people in the world, but, I always want more. Or feel as if i lack something. Its a horrible feeling because i know I should be happy with what i have and feel selfish when I want more, or am feeling sorry for myself. I dont know what I want, Maybe I dont want anything. Maybe i want to do something for somebody else? I need to learn to be satisfied, and i feel terrible for even thinking im not, so confused..